Usually, i despise september. for me, this month has always been the most mundane, boring-ass month, almost depressing. no interesting holidays, hot weather with barely any rain, just days filled with ordinary, ordinary things. but this september, i have a great feeling about it. because the moment the date turned september 1, i somehow felt myself again. even better than before. and when i remember who i am, i remember my mighty God. i remember my amazing family. i remember my absolutely incredible friends. i remember every little thing that i have and everything i’ve experienced. and suddenly, i find this abundant mindset again. i know september isn’t going to be filled with nothing but joy. there will probably be difficult days, unexpected things, and moments that i won’t understand. but i can confidently say that, whatever comes, i will be grateful. because i know what i have. i know who i am. i know who holds me. and knowing that, i’m at full peace. this might be the first time i’...
i find it's super relaxing to pour out some words about what i feel today or re-tell someone's stories. and it's even more relaxing to re-read those words again in the future. so, i do that here. kadang pakai bahasa, sometimes english.