well, that's life.

I already wrote all of these, writings that you about to read (spoiler alert: it's all over the place) , on my twitter. But this one is for a back up. Why? You'll know why. So my WhatsApp chats are completely gone. All the medias and links even the stickers... Yep I probably deserved it for being an *ss person lately. Probably the dumbest thing I have ever done among all the idiotic behaviours that I did in my life. But what breaks me most is that I can’t save personal chats from my dad 😔 and that made me realise, one of the most terrifying thing in my life is when I completely lost all the memories of him someday. So twitter and blogger, please help me save some of the memories of those personal chats that still left in my brain... --- I really regret I deleted a screenshot about this particular chat but I remember that my dad asked me about something but I didn’t answer him all night, 'til the next day he asked me again “ Lagi ngapain? Kok ga bales-bales? ” And I answe

As I'm writing this, I keep looking at one of my chrome tab that says " macbook audio crackling " and feel sad because I can't find the solution why my macbook audio is still f*cked up even with an earphone. My output speaker is damaged from months ago but I just found out that it can spread worse just like cancer . I can't feel sorry enough for myself that I even have to use keyboard viewer feature on my macbook only to type the word "w" because my keyboard is f*cked up too. Well, at least right now I still can listen to a beautiful song that I just found 2 days ago through my 6 years phone smoothly. " Willow " by Tindersticks and Robert Pattinson on the vocal, go ahead and listen to it now you're not gonna regret it. It was a soundtrack from a film "High Life", a slow paced kind of bizarre-but-unique indie film that has some pretty disturbing visuals . Why I watched that movie? Mainly because of my current obsession with Rob. I