Alright... Today I visit my own blog and I can't stand the princess-y design that I really liked when I was a teenager. Sometimes I just left my works just as cringey as it is but sometimes I just need to erase it as soon as I seen it, and thinking.... I had such a horrible taste. Not to mention I have great taste now, but it definitely better. I definitely have seen a lot of references kay... Anyway I only write in english when I'm not too serious, and in a sarcasm mood. So it's 2020. I'm neither excited nor sad about this year. I don't have any feelings towards it. I remember 2 years ago, 2018, best year, my life began with a perfect start. I got big appreciation about my work and I was beyond proud of it. I had such a positive mindset about life and began to list what I have to achieve next. Then I got many new friends once I stepped out my basic circle. I made films and again, I was beyond proud of it. I thought I learned so much that year, and everyt...
i find it's super relaxing to pour out some words about what i feel today or re-tell someone's stories. and it's even more relaxing to re-read those words again in the future. so, i do that here. kadang pakai bahasa, sometimes english.